Well, there's something I've got to say.....

Tonight was the most amazing night i've had in a while.

I'm so happy I finally got it off my chest, and to know that the feelings mutual means the world to me.

So when's the next time I get to see that amazing smile? :)




-Jordan

Hold me down

So, I realized last night while watching a movie called "Going The Distance" that I basically want to go on a road trip with friends. Like honestly, this movie had EVERYTHING; Carnivals, Bar fights, tons of naked girls (bahaha ;D), Run in's with cops, swimming, and even more I can't remember. Maaaaan, how I want to go on a road trip with some buddies!

Any ways, it's Sunday. Ill probaly just hang out today in my house. Sleep, eat, drink. You know, the usual :)

Here's to Sundays!

Cheers!

-Jordan

Is this all a dream? Or is this really happening?

So last night, I had probaly the freakiest dream ever. It consisted of me and my family, living at a hotel with pretty much all my friends, This english teacher who is scary who in the dream knew alot about drums/music, Me finding a hole at the bottom of my bass drum (AH!), me playing tag with friends, etcetc.

Basically, I don't know how much relevance this has to real life, but man, i'm pretty freaked.

Maybe I should slow down on how many Fiber one bars I eat.

OH, speaking of eating, today I'm starting a little diet. Lose about 10-15 pounds. Nothing drastic. Just to get in better shape. Lately I've become a weeeeee bit of a chubster, and let's be honest, no one likes a guy with dah chubbyness moooon. :)

I hope everyones having a great week-end. I have another 8 hour shift ahead of me.


FML.

-Jordan

(Ps. If you havn't checked out the new Jonny Craig music video for " I Still Feel Her pt. 3, GO YOUTUBE IT NOW. Soooo epic :D )

The Week-end

I dread week-ends.

Usualy because I work 8 hour shifts on both Friday and Saturdays.
I'm not a fan of my job. I actualy hate it. But I love the people at it, so I don't mind.

And usualy the 8 hour shift is made up for by something after. Usualy I have plans with someone really special to me.

This week-end I don't. Lame :( But eh, Ill pull through. That person's just going to be on my mind even more than usual. :)

And besides, it makes me soooo happy knowing she's going to be having a blast with her family :)

Family is so important. No joke. (Go hug your mother, father, sister, brother, grand father, grand mother, uncle, aunt, dog, cat, turtle, ANYONE, right NOW.)


Question; Is it possible to think of someone every milisecond? I think it might be.

In the words of Motion City Soundtrack, Let's Get fucked up and die :)

-Jordan

:)

If she reads this.....

let her know that if two stars were to fall out of the night sky, they could EASILY be replaced by her eyes. No questions asked :).

Ah, how I love Shakespere's writing :)



blaaaaaam.



-Jordan

(ps, pl0x. Just for Kev ;D )

I just can't help it.

Here we go again.

I could ask for a sign, but what's really they point of that? I don't get signs.

Keep this in mind ladies and gentleman, there is a god, just he's amazingly complicated to understand, and with that I'm not the smartest kid around, so getting signs are hard.

Mind you, I could really use one right about now. It'll stop this constant of worrying.


-Jordan

Elaboration....

So my post last night.....

Ok, before I type any of this, this is really personal. I'm the last one to try and be cute and romantic.

I'm pathetic.

Deal with it. :)


So there's this word that's been coming in and out of my head for the last couple of days. Some call it the "four letter lie". I've eaten this word many times. I've made mistakes saying this word before.

If you know me, I'm a pretty out going person, but when it comes to taking chances and going out of my comfort zone..... NOPE.

So I guess the point of this post is to explain how I've been feeling lately. What I think about this word.

So what is the four letter lie?

Well, to me it's;



When you wake up every morning with that person on your mind
When you go to bed every night with that person on your mind
When they share their chocolate covered pretzals with you (ohhhh yeaaah.)
When you don't even second quess bringing them a hot chocolate
When you're so nervous around them, that half of your words come out in gibrish
When you keep your phone on 24/7, checking every five seconds to see if they texted you
When you can't even think about homework because you're to busy thinking of them
When there's only one cookie left in the jar, and you give it to them
When you buy them their ticket, just so you have an excuse to spend more time with them :)
When they make you speechless, every time they're alone with you
When every pathetic line to every pathetic song you write has some relevance about them
When your hand shakes soooo much when you go to grab their's, it feels like it's going to fall off.
When every time they smile you feel warm inside
When you get lost in their eyes.


It's a difficult thing to say, and don't let it go to waste.



-Jordan

Hey, listen.....

So before I go to bed, basically I'm putting this out there.

Go listen to every Dashboard Confessional song there is known to man kind.

That's how I feel right now.

Ill elaborate more on this tomorrow, if that's even the right word, and if I can even do that.

I'm a sad excuse for a poet.


-Jordan


(ps, everyone should listen to a band called Broadway. I just started listening to them. Soooo good.)

Teachers= EVIL.

So, ever wondered why we're always on the receiving end of a teachers mistake? Why we're always blamed for their faults?

Today, about 15 of my friends and I were late for our first period class, because our teacher wanted us to meet him in another class, but he forgot to put a sign on the usual class door, resulting in us all being late.

He decided to give us all a detention.

I fought him on it.

He got mad at me.

F*** you too.

I'm probaly the one kid who respects teachers the most.

This guy hates boys and likes girls.

F*** you too.



If you share the same hate for me about teachers like this, let's raise our fist's and stay strong.


One Love.


Jordan

Rumors, Lies, and everything else you find out about on an 11pm bus ride.

Rumors.
Lies.

This is everything that you learn about on a simple bus ride home at 11pm on a Saturday night. After a perfectly good, enjoyable night, this has to happen. I'm the last person to start rumors, and spread rumors. Actually, I usualy don't even enjoy knowing about rumors. I.e.; THEY'RE RUMORS. FULL ON B.S. . I just find it so ammusing that I'm the one being blamed for something I didn't even know about until some random guy came up to me and explained it to me. I geuss he's not really random because he's a friend of a friend, but still. Any ways, in conclusion, if you're someone who takes pride on starting rumors, or someone who likes to talk about rumors to others, you deserve everything that comes back around to you.

Karma's a bitch.

Jordan

(P.s., Thanks Kennedy for inspiring me to actualy start a blog.)