Elaboration....

So my post last night.....

Ok, before I type any of this, this is really personal. I'm the last one to try and be cute and romantic.

I'm pathetic.

Deal with it. :)


So there's this word that's been coming in and out of my head for the last couple of days. Some call it the "four letter lie". I've eaten this word many times. I've made mistakes saying this word before.

If you know me, I'm a pretty out going person, but when it comes to taking chances and going out of my comfort zone..... NOPE.

So I guess the point of this post is to explain how I've been feeling lately. What I think about this word.

So what is the four letter lie?

Well, to me it's;



When you wake up every morning with that person on your mind
When you go to bed every night with that person on your mind
When they share their chocolate covered pretzals with you (ohhhh yeaaah.)
When you don't even second quess bringing them a hot chocolate
When you're so nervous around them, that half of your words come out in gibrish
When you keep your phone on 24/7, checking every five seconds to see if they texted you
When you can't even think about homework because you're to busy thinking of them
When there's only one cookie left in the jar, and you give it to them
When you buy them their ticket, just so you have an excuse to spend more time with them :)
When they make you speechless, every time they're alone with you
When every pathetic line to every pathetic song you write has some relevance about them
When your hand shakes soooo much when you go to grab their's, it feels like it's going to fall off.
When every time they smile you feel warm inside
When you get lost in their eyes.


It's a difficult thing to say, and don't let it go to waste.



-Jordan